20070811
aiy, today was such a crappy day. Done so little stuff, should have just went to KBOX with a few classmates~$@! Anw i think i am really progressing at too slow a pace for my studies.
Well today is actually quite a unique day too. The first time i took a bloody times magazine and mugged it. LOL. quite interesting i must say...
Finally woke up from the past yrs of total slacking in GP, but i aint sure if i am a little too late for it. :S
Oh wells...oh wells cause i just realized that NOT ONLY does the scholarship board looks at your 4A's Your CCA achievements, your leadership position, GP is also ONE DAMN IMPORTANT FACTOR. Damn, its quite stupid that i actually realized it now. I guess its really the hardest subject to mug and get results in a very short period of time, and i really dun wanna overspend time on it too cause i had seniors who mugged too much in GP and screwed their other core subjects ): Thats, so unfortunate!
On the bright side, i think i have done pretty miraculousy well in BT2 for the amount of effort i put in. I guess it made me realized the importance of consistency. Only started to mug my brains out during the last week of hols and it was not even as intensive as promos. However, one thing special about term 2 was that i did most of my tutorials and i think that helped me out a lot. Based on the percentile (which is how they actually give you your forecasted A level results after prelims) I got 3 pretty comfortable A's and one ugly (probably mid-B) for econs. Argh yea i think econs is really the hardest to score, cause i don't really excel in writing long essays.
Am in a dilemma of whether to spend some precious time writing a personal statement to apply for my desired uni (cambridge)oops cause they said you need lotsa luck and lotsa imbaness for the college to reserve a place for you for 2 yrs until NS is over. Well but since theres nothing to lose when you apply for it, i guess i will just go ahead and roll the dice man. Just hope i dun waste too much time on it.
Am starting to regret for not being consistent esp. in Econs and GP ): Although this 2 subjects are my WORST, i am increasingly finding them more and more interesting as i start flipping my notes and appreciate everything. Will just do my best i guess, its the most important examination in my life. Can't let myself, my teachers, my friends, my parents and God down.
Am actually quite stressed nowadays... and my way to relieve it is to really look forward at my goals and everything. So bear with me if i keep talking about things that have even yet to come... haha i need to look really far ahead to make sure i dun get overly stressed and break down or something yea..
posted @ 12:35 AM
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